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Wow.
Livejournal, how I've missed you.
I feel like Livejournal is my security blanket.
Livejournal takes care of me, and protects me when I need it to.
It's nice to be back.
xo
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[12 Apr 2008|09:15am] |
Holy shit.
Ive totally abandoned Livejournal.
I told myself I would never.
"We'll always be together, LJ"
Annnnywayyyy.
I lost almost 25lbs.
Im almost skinny!!!
I still have about 13 more to go.
Anita loves me.
I think she wants to do me.
Evan's cute.
I like him a little :)
Does anyone ever write in here religiously anymore?
xo
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[29 Dec 2007|12:13pm] |
I have become totally disgusted with myself.
I found a picture of me from senior year. I almost cried at how skinny I was. So Ive decided that its time for me to not be such a fucking fat ass, and lose this fucking weight.
I put the picture up on the fridge.
Its my motivation.
xo
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[31 Oct 2007|11:12pm] |
Everyone is writting long posts, so I guess I must too.
Last week I went to Dennys with Alexis for the first time in months. It made me realize how much I miss having her around. I miss being able to get her at 1230 and go for a ride and smoke cigarettes and complain about how sad we are, but how we secretly like it better that way.
We partied together sunday night. And honestly, if no one else had come, I wouldnt have even cared.
I find myself missing her the most. The way she believes no one is better/smarter/hotter than she is. And how having sex with a teacher is her life goal. She doesnt judge me, even when I fuck up. She is NEVER selfish, when it comes to our friendship.
Im sick of alot of things in my life.
Im sick of trying to live up to others impossible expectations. Because after all, Im only human. I fuck up. I am not perfect. Certain people in my life seem to think that I am.
Im frustrated.
I need to cut ties. I know exactly where I need to start, but its standing up and doing it thats hard.
xo
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[18 Oct 2007|06:41pm] |
I love how everyones livejournals are the same.
School sucks
Im stressed out
I want to kill my professors
xo
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